I am Nescient.
I am not just a name but a person too.
I belong to someone and someone belongs to me.
I am someoneýs daughter.
I have a sister.
I have a family.
Family that I havenýt seen for decades.
Family that I once used to know.
Do I know them anymore?
They tell me stories of how I used to be
I listen, as if for the very first time,
Wondering who they are talking about.

720201920 is my social security number
I have just become a number in the computer.
Thatýs how government judges me.
I am in a land thatýs not mine.
I speak a language thatýs not mine.
I eat food thatýs not mine.
I breathe and live a life, thatýs not mine.
I am in constant fearý.of being deported
To MY land?
But still I pray to stay here?
I would rather stay here being illegal then go home
BUT Everyday I say "Jai Nepal"
And talk about how to improve homeland
Being very patriotic?

I have friends
Not like the ones back home though
Friends then never let me feel alone
Over here, everyone is busy
No one has time, even me?
I have my own tradition, culture and religion
That I made fun of
As I try to fit in here
And now I canýt fit in anywhere
Cause I canýt let go of my past.
I once knew nescient, but that isnýt me.
In the mirror I see a complete stranger
But yet I know her
And that person isnýt me.

To me, this was unorginal non-rhythmic jibberish..




"I am someone's daughter"--- Wow...How compelling.

"I have a sister. I have a family"--- No kidding? Me too.

"Family that I haven't seen for decades"--- Boo-hoo!! Cry me a river.

"I speak a language thats not mine. I eat food thats not mine"--- ....Traitor!!!

"720201920 is my social security number"---....Liar!!!

"I have friends"--- No you dont.

"In the mirror I see a complete stranger"--- How ironic! It must have taken you ages to think of that clever line.





This poem was terrible...Nescient, do us all a favor and go jump off a cliff.

If you can't appreciate someone's work, then you shut the f*ck up and jump off the cliff. Lighten the load on the earth with bumb people like you!

*dumb

Hay mate, whatever the situation you get to learn new things ....right???

Dashain is right on the corner and hope you go to temple but remember.........


-Two types of prasad will be available - Normal Prasad &
Diet Prasad.

-Panchamrut will be of 4 types: Whole milk, 2% milk, Skimmed milk and
fat-free milk. Same for yogurt.

-You would no more go around the temple from left to right.
This is America and everything here is from right to left.

-The pandit will not ask for your name before Pooja anymore. Your social
security number will do. Palmtops will be used to read mantras instead
of books.

-No more Aaratis due to fire hazard. Only flashlights will be used.
During flashlight-tee (aar-tee), soft copies of lord are on sale for $1
per image.

-You won't leave money in the thali anymore! When you get the
flashlight-tee, you should swipe your visa card on the scanner attached
to it.

-All bhaktas will have to use head phones to hear "GONG" of the
BR bell to prevent noise pollution. The temple would re-cycle the
flowers used everyday to protect the environment.

-Sponsors of poojas will be allowed to display a 1.5"x 5"
banner on the temple website.

Haha sursab, true!! That might actually happen pretty soon.

nesceint, nice nice. Funny but if you don't have a number you don't even exist.. eh. Damn 9 digit numbers. I wonder how they find out the total population of US including everyone who doesn't have numbers. Hmmmm...

redstone, we should tie you with rameshbabu when he jumps off the cliff.. eheh... you know, if stone attached to something, the weight will be little more heavy. hehe.

kalani..tero mukh ma kalanka!

lol...sursab le ni hassaunchha...naamai sursab...birsab ko chhoro moro...jhirsab ko naati...hassais bajjiye...lol

Ghoondaaaaaaaa faat!
[ghadyak-ghuduk]
Saaaaaaaatark!
[ghadyak-ghuduk]
Salaaaaaaaam thok!
[chhati tankayra salaam!]

(sursab laai hai salaam...hassako ma)

ye, saanchi...jhandai birsya...masterni saab chai kata ni aja? poila gai? :p eheheh

PS: Credit Card swiping machine nabhayeko/arthaat bigriyeko khanda ma...kripaya gari pandit ko sukeko chaak ma swipe garnu hola. DHANYABAAD!

rameshbabu, "beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder".

yo cool_keta laai jatti sikayeni birsinchha...dhet! magaj ma bhus nai bharya chha ki ke ho? :p eheheh

"Beauty lies in the eyes of the BEER HOLDER." bhana na hau... ;)

Rameshbabu: It indeed was a jibberish.It was what I call height of boredom.And yes, maybe you can push me when I jumb off the cliff (I will have a parachute).
Redstone: As always you are very adorable.
Kalanisthan: Atleast someone got humor.PHEW!!
Cool_keta : Thanks for seeing beauty.
Saurab: Happy Dashain to you too.
Poonte: BEER indeed was the cause.

I have my own tradition, culture and religion
That I made fun of
As I try to fit in here
And now I canýt fit in anywhere
Cause I canýt let go of my past...

nescient, thats exactly how i feel..LOst...we r in between, we dont know perfect nepali nor do we know perfect english...just STUCK! thats funny, we will spend half of our life just trying to find ourselves, ( trying to fit somewhere)

and dude, ur bakkk

Nescient is backkkkkkkkkkkkk, well comieeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nice poem, lop it muchos!!!

Posted by Redstone--
"If you can't appreciate someone's work, then you shut the f*ck up and jump off the cliff. Lighten the load on the earth with bumb people like you! "



Bumb people, huh? Judging by your spelling, you must be one of these elusive "bumb" people that you make reference to. Now, shut up idiot. Its for your own good.

I am a BUMB too...and boy oh boy am I sooo ELUSIVE! :D:D:D
The libraries all over the world are full of 'em reference books but DUMB ppl don't ever find them. ;)

NESCIENT, I just BUMBed (bombed) the cliffs so now there are no more cilffs.
We want sum more of your creativity !! :D:D

SURSAB, hajur ra aru sabai lai dashain ko magalmaya subhakamana ! [ myaann THAT was simply hilarious!]

Lady Croft,
Either you let nescient jump or you jump. Don't you two dare to jump at the same time.
I can only hold one of you at a time. hehe... and unless nescient knows how to read the pulse, I'd have no choice but to save you and let nescient go... :P Coz you know, if nescient falls on the ground, I am sure you can read her pulse.... eh... I know how to give CPR tho.

EH.... these ladies are going to kill me...
M out

ooh man, i have so much to say to rameshbabu, but i have been warned by Sajha's DADA to not fool around or he will ban me(and yah rameshbabu i think u sud consider the same thing)) :P ..so be careful man..

is this "ramesh dude" "sonika ny"? just wondering

yeah "bumb" people don't read the post right below with correction sayin *dumb* so that makes you dumb anyway!