We were sitting in the car
And I told him to stop
As the car came to a halt
In my throat was a knot

"We have to break up"
I said with a frown
He just stared at me
Then he looked down

He picked up a paper and pen
And scribbled something on it
Not paying attention to me
God I feel like shit

He folded up the paper
Then handed it to me
Still holding back the tears
"Read it later" he said calmly

He started up the car again
And we were on our way
Why did it have to end like this
Did it really have to be today

I shoved the paper in my pocket
As we crossed the rail road track
Then we stopped at my house
I got out without turning back

I took long heavy steps
Because I'm nothing but trash
Then something grabbed my attention
When behind me was a huge crash

I turned around to see my nightmare
I recognized the car instantly
A train and a car were coiled together
From there, everything got so blurry

Figures running and screaming
"Oh my god, call the ambulance!!!"
Although I already knew he was dead
My life truly is unfair

I just couldn't accept it
The pain I have inside
A million knives went through my heart
And the pain I could not hide

I remember the note he handed me
I read it and began to cry
It said in four simple words
"Without you, I'd die"

nivaN long time.. Damn I think you should go ahead and get whoever t he "you" is... I am fearing that you will starve and that might have BAD conscequences!! lol.. just wanted to drop in and say hi... "hi"

Rhythm and Ruina, lol do I have to explain everything. Anyway I was just kidding. Never Mind.

What up Nivan? Been to Nepal lately???


I really suck in poetry and literature. But I kinda developing a intrest in it throught the postings here. Keep it up all yo.

Without you I am sad,
With you I am miserable,
You say you understand me
But I have never seen you listen me

I try to support you in every step
But when would you learn to do the same
You want me to praise you and be honest at the same time
If I am honest then you say I am not apprecitive
If I am then I am cold

I started to realize its better without you
I think I am more happy than ever
I am not sorry to let you go
May you find peace and leave me in peace

peace out

Ahhhhhhh highfly, theres a song of your poetry too, well atleast the last para...:d

Oki here...


I'm happy that you lied
but only because I finally opened my eyes
I guess I thought you were a great guy
because I thought you were a good friend
but you're not half the guy I saw
through such naive eyes
and I realize I never knew you at all
the guy I believed you were
wouldn't have hurt me the way you did
he wouldn't have treated me like you did
You led me to believe we had something
but you only brought me pain
I'm beginning to see I'm better off without you
You say you never meant to hurt me
and you still want me
but how can I trust you
when you were out with your best friends girl
while he and I sat at your house with your sister
wondering what the two of you were really doing
and you expected us to believe you never did a thing
I start thinking I'm gonna be better off without you
You lied to me so many times
and played with my head
maybe I should have listened to what my friends said
You're not good enough for me
I deserve someone who will give me respect,
won't lie, cheat, or hurt me like you did
and I should hook up with your best friend
I can't believe I was so naive
I'm so much better off without you

Haha....
देवदासै देवदास जम्मा भे'छन्, पारो पारो भन्दै!!! म नि पारो पारो भन्दै आएँ है!!!!...:P
गमे जिन्दगि मे एक जाम गम के नाम!!!!...CHEERS..:)
Nirman~*

lol Matrix, with my best friend, thats just cold. Nirman bro, lol kasto sarcasm aru yasto post garun bhanne ta posty garna man lagena.

ke ko cold ni, if someone can date with someone's bf, why not with that someone's bf....:D

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..............:@..............GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

k bhayo nirman lai LOL.

khai sis ke ke...dikkai lagni hehe...

paro bhaneko jasto lageko thiyo saathii ta paro paroo bhanda bhandaii grr grrr garnu lagyo!:D
aba what can i figure out?!
cheers bhanda bhandai jhyaaaaaaaaaaaaap! :Dparo snagha khub rish utheko jasto cha;)

कोहि कोहि संग रिसाइन्ग रुइना!!!...:@...:D

The promises you broke
The secrets you told
The stories you made up
The hopes I still hold

These are what made me who I am
What harvested my life
What made me realize
I will never be your wife

I'm not mad
It's ok that you didn't stay
My life is so much more enjoyable
Really, it's better this way

When we were together
It was never fun
You always wanted to stay home
And to neer go out and play in the sun

You accused me of being boring
When it was you who didn't have a life
You were selfish and rude
And in the end all you did was cause me pain and strife.


casper...

यो हाइफ्लाइले नि देवदास क्रोनोलोजी शुरु गरेर दिक्कै बनायो लु!!!
देवदासै देवदास जन्माएर, हत्तेरि यार अब त्यस्तो धोका दिनेलाइ GO TO HELL BHANNE कहाँ क्रियटिभ ईनर्जी खेर फालिरा'को!!!...:P....:D
बरु एक और जाम गमे खुदाके नाम!!!!...CHEEERS....:)

I used to think that
Were I to lose my mind
It?d happen all in one instant.
Change
My views on love and anger -
Things that make me myself.
Someone so different that my friends would
Really
Notice the change and find
Themselves shocked to be pushed away.
But I was wrong.
It happens slowly.
You change over time
By simply
Growing new opinions.
On love and anger -
Things that make you yourself.
And your friends don?t stop
And notice the change with surprise.
You push them away slowly as
You shift from old to new ... and
After enough time you finally
Step back
And consider
How you used to be ... and
Realize
You?ve lost your mind.

.........

ocean, great writing!

why is it that what can fill our heart can also break it?

Palpali daju,

Insured chaina? ;)

ke? "heart insurance"?! painchha ki? that would be a great development for the 21st century- "buy heart insurance to protect yourself against your loved ones! we'll be there for you when he/she won't!" between that and the memory-erasing system in "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind", we may never have to deal with the pain of loss and heartbreak again! bhagwaaaan!!!!

PG kati darako....common no pain no gain...pain can be addictive sometimes, learn to enjoy it :)...do i make sense? no? oh well nothing new...hehe