Everyone, the world loves beauty and smile
These two things, I've never had one
Can't get rid of an ugly face of mine
I've lived with this too long
But no more can i behold this
I am a burden and this is not where I belong.

I've never done anything wrong
I don't deserve this
And dont want people to be like me, when Im gone
To the death is I only deserve to kiss.

Nobody likes me
I think I'm a burden
Why is that, Im ugly
Why do i get so much of pain

Nobody understands me
God take me away with you
Or am i too ugly in heaven to be
Everything turns ugly that I touch or do

I have nothing good in life
Everything is a mess
I wanna pull out a knife
And stab myself for I care less

But you can't hurt me, No.
For Im already so hurt
So world, let me go
I am an ugly dirt

I must die, I must say goodbye
I am a burden and always be
I am ugly and you're not
God hates me and so do I

No emotions, no illusions
Just peace and only peace
No immaginations, no more calculations
And nothing beyond my attriculations
Now to accept,
admire the graces in my peace
No more hatres,
as the laughters all gone
Only my soul,
between these flesh and bones
Tired I am,
of my selfish dreams
Just to sleep without any further screams.

I hate myself

I hate myself and I wanna DIE
I am sick of this life, I dont wanna CRY
No one's there and No one CARES
Why can't it stop?, the TEARS

I am a loner,
A dreamer,
Of a dream,
Not a worth sharing which will never really come true

I feel lifeless
Life's like a burden for me
And I am a burden for it
We hate eachother and wanna end it

Death is my dream now
When do I meet it and how
I am desperately wanting to
Yes, I'm not like any of you.

Burden,

This may be horridly improper but seriously are you o.k?...there's an overwhelming melancholy in all your posts and that struck me like a ton of bricks.

The poems seem to be like the ones that Sylvia Plath wrote; you seem to pur you hear and soul into these writings but I sincelrely hope that you are o.k.

Best Regards,

Take Care.

see, burden WHAT IS YOUR NUMBER?? you need my help ke!! uffffffff! :)

I am not o.k, I want to die and yes these words come from my soul, deep inside my heart. Words my heart wanna burst out!

What will you talk to me if I give my #? I dont deserve help, if you help me, god will get jealous and He's gonna do something really bad to me again..

It's ok to feel like that. Don't worry. Life is like a polynomial equation--there are way too many turning points than you might think. So, you just have to wait for the right turn, and everything starts looking good, of course until you reach another turning point. Life's like that.

You don't have to be Miss world or Mr. X to be a non-burden; you don't have to be able to prove why Einstein was in fact wrong to be a non-burden; you don't have to be a political leader to be a non-burden.

Stand up for what you are. Be yourself. You can never surpass anyone by immitating those very same people, rather you can do it by doing it differently.

Keep yourself busy. You tend to think less of those things when you are occupied.

yeah .. .you are a useless f*ck. Go and die or whatever. don't ever come back here and try to listen. Either you listen or not. Don't come here to speculate. There are more things for other people to do, than listen to your agony, when you are doing nothing. You needed help and people are willing but you are just whining like a f*cking loser, pathetic bastardd. You are burden to everyone.

Hey Burden: If it's just your creativity, it's terrific. However, if it is an expression of your own soul or state of mind, it's really devastating.

Listen one thing, "BEAUTY IS IN THE EYES OF BEHOLDER." May be you look ugly to some people, there are people in this world who would definitely find you the most beautiful person in the world.

May be you didn't come across with that person or those people yet. That doesn't mean that no one likes you, or you're ugly. Every dog has a day, buddy. Wait for that day, god has something for everyone.

Always try to see good aspects of yourself and try to use those for your well being. This world is full of nonsense people and you are talking about ending your life based on the judgment of those nonsense craps. Wait a minute, take your time to think about it.

Wait for your day budyy, you will certainly have your day. Good luck, Cheers!!

Burden is Just another "Dharti Ko Boj"

This thread is indeed a 18+.

Nails,
If I were 'burden' I would not speak about it to:
friends who make me feel that I am inferior to them,
people who are not very close to me but act ( or make me feel that the are just acting),
people who I feel are too distant, who cannot understand the feelings ,
strangers,
well, i think one word 'trust' describes them all

u need to prove that u are 'trustworthy' to be trusted.

Sujanks,
He admits that he is a loser... tell him how to become a winner..

Thanks purush, guest4, maranchayase for your suggestions.. like everyone, I need love.. which I lack of.. and sometimes I think there is no reason for me to live here and leads me to commit suicide or cut my wrists, get drugs, the pain that time gives me so much of relief...

Sujanks and knightcrawler,
Thanks altho I've been hearing those same stuff ever since. Thanks for atleast caring to post. And reminding that I am a f***ing burden and will always be, Yes I'm a loser now..



Ti mitha pal haru, (Those beautiful moments)
Ti mitha din haru, (Those beautiful days)
Malai yaad aairahanchan sadhai ( I remember always)

Garmi ma sital ta, ( As Coolness of summer)
Sishir ma nyano pan, (As Warmth of winter)
Sath diyin uni le sadhai (She accompanied me always)

Bhanne le j bhanos, (Let anyone say whatever)
Sunne le j sunos, (Let anyone hear whatever)
Tara tini thiyin mero jeewan sathi (But she was my life time friend)

Dukha ma sangai royin, ( Cried with me in my pains)
Sukha ma sangai hasin, (Laughed with me in my happiness)
Sahara atut diyin sadhai bhari (Always supported me ever )

Tini hun mero abhilasha (She is my wishes)
Uni mathi thiyo sampoorna aasha ( All my hopes bestowes on her)
Sab todi diyin unile ( She broke everything)
Kehi bhandei na bhani ( Without saying any reasons)

Unle malai chadi, ( She left me)
Maile ta chadeko chaina unilai (I have not left her till)
Sath dinchu uni lai ma sadhai bhari (I always swore to be with her)

Jaha janu gaeni (Let her go at her will)
J garnu gare ni, (Let her do as she wants)
Mero mutu ma sadhai rahane chin, ( She is always in my heart)
Tini hun mero yasto sathi (She is such a friend)

fuking Loser. Just like to sound pathetic. WTF? Did u get fingered when u were kid to turn into such a loser? Do u r self a favor. Put a cabin up u r ass

Highfly,
Gimme a High Five man,....finally someone who thinks like Ido about Burden...

highfive guys, I think the same wayyy!

burden - nice of you to get my email and not reply back! :( :( thanks a lot!!!!!

Did I miss something here?

TOO LATE SANJAYS.......

Thanx NC

you just need to get laid-complete remedy of burden....

Quest you nailed her oppsss I mean you nailed it...

Yes nail me life Jesus was nailed for he didn't do anything wrong.

You don't know what it is like to be me
Only will you know, if you had a life like me
A life which feels like a burden and treats you like a burden
My life is broken and I'm left in middle of nowhere

Why is it that only the innocents have to deal with such things
Or is God not fair to innocents
All my life, I haven't done anything wrong
for this I have to face my life along

I love the darkness
It's peaceful and reliefing
I hate when sun comes up
because it brings me back to the memories which is now hurting

Sadness is all over me
Happiness is gone
The world is rude to me
and fine so am I

My life's unkind
It's fallen to pieces
I now have one moto in my life
that is death